Friday, October 28, 2011

Losing it

I think I am losing it, my insanity!! I have been so frustrated by even the tiny slightest thing that happened around me!! I have to try so hard to keep myself from losing it!!

This tremendous amount of stress and tension slowly building up in me, it is killing me every minute of my time!!

I really need to get out of my current life!!! I know it but I am trapped, in a web spanned by blood, kinship, morals, ethics!!!

Seriously, I don't know how long I can tolerate and contain myself from bursting off.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Unfair

I know this world is unfair!!! I know no matters how miserable I am, cursing and swearing about my destined life, I cannot change things already happened and fated. I cannot change my family background, my parents but this is really unfair!!!

I tried to seek help but no one is helping, everyone goes by the set of rules set by the upper hand people (people with two mouths) but is not fair.

Both parents need to feed one child at first but that poor child has to feed two people in the end, struggling to survive, seeking help from all organisations but the upper hand people only help those super poor family earning below 1k!!! Then what about those middle class people?? Are we not humans?

Then I am not going to care anymore!!!!