Just had it

Sometimes, life is VERY unfair, not just unfair but "VERY"!!!
People that you though are your close friends pay more attention to someone, whom they used to think less of it.
When you treat someone as your good friend, she puts you at the bottom of the food chain. (yup, still influenced under the magic of the lion king musical that I watched last night)
Some people just had it all good things come along their way although they are not the best people / friends that you can ever find.
Although I know, you cannot never expect people to give you back the same amount of what you have given to them but it upset me sometimes. In fact, I have been quite upset for the past few weeks, just trying to try to stay alive is so hard, especially I can no longer see any hopes towards my future.

Life is tough, to be alive is tougher, to stay alive is more tougher and to try to stay alive is the toughest!!!

Disappointment

Disappointment...I am totally disappointed with someone whom I thought of as a friend, not really close friend but at least we used to get along till she graduated from a private university and fetched a highly paid job.

When I needed her to pass me the product that she helped me to buy, (I paid her back straight away) weeks ago, she didn't reply my sms to ask if she could meet me up, nothing. I sms-ed her more than one time, but no reply.

However, she was quite active in her blog, constant updates of her daily amuses in the office or her oversea trips.

After a few months, she sms-ed me if I wanted to get more products, I replied no need, I just bought a new one after I received no reply from her all these time.

Again, she chose to be an ostrich, buried her head in the ground, didn't reply me and after a few days, she sms-ed if she could buy the product from me.

At that moment, I gave up. I gave up anything related to her, I will not reply her from this day onwards, I want nothing related to her, so I will remove her contacts from whatever network that we used to share.

Begin and End

最初是一个人, 最后也是一个人.

Updates

Blackie is kicking again, after numberous help calls and changed of parts!!! \(>o<)/

Blackie is well again while I am in isolation now. Will it lead to depression ultimately??!!

Hard to find, difficult to stay & easy to go

Today, heard from my bro's ex-girlfriend that they broke up officially after six years together. They had been through a lot, from sickness, objection (from the girl's family) etc yet they cannot make it through for the rest of their lives. Suddenly, I am feeling very sad now. I like my bro's current ex-girlfriend alot, she is the best, out of all his past relationship!! To me, it is super hard (harder than end of the world tomorrow) to find someone I like and he likes me back so I always find it a pity that the final destination of a relationship is to go separate way. Word of the day: Sad~~T_T

Relazzzz...

Recently, Blackie has been giving me hell lots of problem!!! It is driving me crazy with its unstable functionality. Haiz...let's brush this aside, have to deal with it tonight again!! I have been doing something really sweet to myself, to immerse in doing jigsaw puzzles!! Ta~da!! Below were the two completed ones, in fact, I have already completed 4 out of 5 that I bought previously. I intend to start on the last one which is 1000 pieces when I am back from Taipei!!!

How's the image, by the way?? I took it with my new samsung camera. Yes!! Finally!! I bought a new camera below $400, my budget and I am gonna bring it with me to Taiwan!!! I am so looking forward to it now, although itinerary is not out yet...haha...Juan is abit relazz on this but I am fine with it. Just have fun and enjoy~~~

Oh, I am done with runny nose again, it have been going on for weeks, should I get a jab before I leave for my trip?? Does it helps??

Word of the day:hopeful

Ignite

A few days ago, I finally made my way to the Jigsaw puzzle shop at Plaza Singapura after work.

That shop had alot of jigsaw puzzles...(=.=III isn't that obvious??) and most of them were disney theme and they were so adorable and sweet. I wanted to get 3 of different pieces sizes, which already cost me around S$100 plus. I really put my foot down this time, regardless of the $$!! Although I planned to get one before I made my way there...^^

Then the sale lady asked me if I wanted to be their member and to entitle for that, I needed to spend more than S$200 and guess what, I went back to select a few more!!!

It had been a long time since I felt that sense of satisfaction and happiness, when I left the shop with my bags full of jigsaw puzzles!!! My passion for doing jigsaw puzzles had ignited once again and I am doing one now, every night!!!

Word of the day: hopeful~~I am hopeful that all bad things that happened around the world will be resolved or be alright. There will always be a good turn for all bad things!!